Sunday, May 18, 2008

The deciding factor.........grrr!!

I'm waiting for the results to come out on Tuesday. The result of what...is a trivial issue. Well.. that result will determine my entire life. It is going to solely decide where I'll be in 4 years. It will basically write out my future.

I'm scared to death. I gave the best shot and shouldn't worry about it now. Especially not now since the result will be known in a couple of days. Yet..I don't think that many of us can be so aloof about life changing tests!!

In a way, I don't want to get the result because I don't want to see how horrible I did. At the same time, I want to get the result because I want to put months and months of agony behind me!!

Sigh!!!

17 comments:

The Maverick Blog said...

haha :).... all the very best... do lemme know your results :D

Kavitha Jay said...

good luck da..dont worry..u must have done fine :)

Absconding said...

@ Sunil

You found something to be funny, Sunil? :D Haha...I'll let you know my results. *Sigh* I'm scared to death. I think that if someone even attempts to scare me by popping up behind my back, I might get a heart attack.

@ Kavitha

Thanks machi. You know..I wish I wouldn't worry. It seems inevitable though. I know that there's no 'POINT' in worrying.. but just can't help it! Aaaaah!!! :D

rantravereflect/ jane said...

all the besht sweetheart, ya're gonna come through safe n sound!:)
p.s.
n abt sunil's reaction:
when men dunno how to react, tehy use humor ;)
tats why he used teh ha ha :)

N.V.Prashanth said...

Thou who worries abt thy result, doesn't give a damn shot at the tests!

By the virtue of giving it a shot, you proved tht u don't worry abt the result or confident abt the results and this is nothing but a moment of excitement!

Thou blogs never fails :)

N.V.Prashanth said...

@ R3 - Did ya generalize men with tht one reaction?

Absconding said...

@rr

:D thank you!! :D

@ prashanth

:D that was supposed to make me feel better..right?? it did..for a minute or so!! Just one more day!!! :D

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The Maverick Blog said...

@ Absconding

Haha was for your 2 contradicting statements in the last paragraph of your post... And all the very best was for You! :D

@ RR

Well, I dunno from where you read that or from where u have experienced that.. But when I don't want/dunno to react for something, I just shut up! :)

Absconding said...

@ Sunil

Ah..ok!!! Yeah it is a bit funny! I'm sure that it'd be more funny once I get the results! :D

N.V.Prashanth said...

Its funny tht every comment here has a smiley in it!

Absconding said...

I'm a happy person (who is also smiling all the time) and I tend to 'transfer' that to others as well!! :D Convincing?

N.V.Prashanth said...

Spread smiles :) Great job!

Raz said...

i will pray for u da!

Absconding said...

:D thanks hon!!! :D it's the thought that counts! :D

SBR said...

Uhhhhhhhh
Such a Drama Queen...

Just suck it up will ya? I flunked one year and am on top of the world... That's the bitch thing to do!
What have you learned from me all this time???

Absconding said...

@ Shub

That's exactly why I love you, my darling! Ugh..you have no sympathy for my attention seeking self eh!! What a bitch! :D I'm sorry to have let you down, baby!