Someone royally screwed me over 2 yrs ago. The person refused to even talk about the problem. Kind of abandoned me to rot!!! Ignored me!! Never contacted me since!!
Two years later, YOU WANT TO KNOW HOW THE F*** I'M DOING? YOU TELL OTHERS THAT I'M A NICE PERSON? YOU ASK MY FRIENDS ABOUT ME?????
HOW DARE YOU!!!
Can you give me back more than half a year of happiness that I failed to experience? Do you have answers to the hundreds of questions that I asked myself???
You humiliated me. You degraded my self esteem. You made me feel like the scum of the earth!!
YOU WANT TO KNOW HOW I AM DOING NOW THAT IVE GOTTEN MY LIFE TOGETHER??!!
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Monday, June 23, 2008
Saturday, June 21, 2008
back on square one!
Ok! By now..everyone knows what Desavathaaram lacked. Regardless, I'll post a list of the things that were so apparent that I couldn't look past them.
- Weird/bad story line
- Bad graphics
- Lack of authencity of most of the characters
- The make up really did steal the emotions out of some of the characters.
- Too much of Kamal Hassan
- The ticket was 17 bucks per person!!! IT WASN'T WORTH WATCHING SUCH A MOVIE!!! One day..I'll make Kamal Hassan pay for it!!!
Anyhow....
Do you know what's the worst state to be in? VULNERABILITY. When you're vulnerable, you become restless. When you're restless, you can't stop being paranoid. When you are paranoid, your thoughts will be occluded. When your thoughts are occluded, you will not be able to see the bigger picture. When you don't see the bigger picture (and the other side of the coin), you will become depressed!! I think I'm right at the vulnerable part......lost....not wanting to be restless!!!!!!!
Is it possible to just ignore your feelings??!?!?! I'm a walking time bomb...ANY TIME NOW!!! ANY TIME!!!!!!!
I saw Sex and the City today. What a predictable ending!! Everyone's happy at the end. Is that life? May be it depends on your perspectives and attitudes!!!
- Weird/bad story line
- Bad graphics
- Lack of authencity of most of the characters
- The make up really did steal the emotions out of some of the characters.
- Too much of Kamal Hassan
- The ticket was 17 bucks per person!!! IT WASN'T WORTH WATCHING SUCH A MOVIE!!! One day..I'll make Kamal Hassan pay for it!!!
Anyhow....
Do you know what's the worst state to be in? VULNERABILITY. When you're vulnerable, you become restless. When you're restless, you can't stop being paranoid. When you are paranoid, your thoughts will be occluded. When your thoughts are occluded, you will not be able to see the bigger picture. When you don't see the bigger picture (and the other side of the coin), you will become depressed!! I think I'm right at the vulnerable part......lost....not wanting to be restless!!!!!!!
Is it possible to just ignore your feelings??!?!?! I'm a walking time bomb...ANY TIME NOW!!! ANY TIME!!!!!!!
I saw Sex and the City today. What a predictable ending!! Everyone's happy at the end. Is that life? May be it depends on your perspectives and attitudes!!!
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
To the male species..
Don't ask me why I wrote it. I just did. Just something random!
*The following is based on the assumption that you two are attracted to each other and kind of sort of are aware of it.*
1. If you are wondering if she thinks about you, don't wonder anymore. She does!
2. She likes to feel that she is special. You don't have to TELL HER that she is special directly. When she says something that sets her apart, don't say 'oh..everyone's like that'! Bummer!!!!!!
3. Some women are clingy. Some are not. I'll talk about the latter because the former needs WAY more attention. It wouldn't hurt if you call her once a day. It's all about reassurance. You don't want to leave her hanging.
4. She likes to know that she is appreciated and wanted. If you are going to take her for granted, I can only say that you might regret doing so.
5. If you have something to tell her, don't let your ego get in between. Women are not PSYCHIC. So..THEY WILL ASSUME....trust me, then can be quite creative with it as well. (This is for those guys who ''just sees her as a friend, THAT'S IT''!!!!!!)
6. Believe it or not, we do prefer honesty.
7. Most women get a tad bit (if not tremendously) jealous when you speak of another woman in high regards. Oh wait..I think that's called insecurity. :D In my case, it is quite ephemeral (lasting only a couple of seconds. :D)
8. Don't impose. Don't ask her to conform. Like the person for who she is not what you want her to be.
9. Most women are insecure about their body. Choose your words carefully in this topic.
10. If a woman wants something, the chances are that she will repeat it (at least once more). Repetition means 'register that in your head'!
11. I think that it's the THOUGHT that counts when it comes to 'gifts'! The fact that you remembered an important date is good enough. At least that's the case with me!
12. Use humor!!! Spontaneous humor is well appreciated among my species.
13. Show that you care!!!
14. Women are attention seekers. They try to get attention from you and your friends and your neighbors.
15. Women wants security. And they seek it. Even if you think that she is being silly, please don't say so.
16. Women like sensitive men (not those who cry at every sight of a beggar). They like guys who they can relate to.
17. For some reason, a lot of my friends prefer quiet guys. I don't!! He must be laidback though. When a guy is uptight, there is no room for much flexibility!!
18. Did I mention humor sense? Yeah..I'll mention it again!
19. She must have thought so far into the future (with you) than you can imagine!
20. Her day gets a 1000 times better by your presence or your voice!!
21. She WILL talk (if not brag) to her friends about you.
22. Females love surprises.
You see..women are not that difficult to understand. In fact, they let you know what they want, how they want it, where they want, and why they want - in subliminal messages or codes. You just have to have to listen to her when she talks!!!
*The following is based on the assumption that you two are attracted to each other and kind of sort of are aware of it.*
1. If you are wondering if she thinks about you, don't wonder anymore. She does!
2. She likes to feel that she is special. You don't have to TELL HER that she is special directly. When she says something that sets her apart, don't say 'oh..everyone's like that'! Bummer!!!!!!
3. Some women are clingy. Some are not. I'll talk about the latter because the former needs WAY more attention. It wouldn't hurt if you call her once a day. It's all about reassurance. You don't want to leave her hanging.
4. She likes to know that she is appreciated and wanted. If you are going to take her for granted, I can only say that you might regret doing so.
5. If you have something to tell her, don't let your ego get in between. Women are not PSYCHIC. So..THEY WILL ASSUME....trust me, then can be quite creative with it as well. (This is for those guys who ''just sees her as a friend, THAT'S IT''!!!!!!)
6. Believe it or not, we do prefer honesty.
7. Most women get a tad bit (if not tremendously) jealous when you speak of another woman in high regards. Oh wait..I think that's called insecurity. :D In my case, it is quite ephemeral (lasting only a couple of seconds. :D)
8. Don't impose. Don't ask her to conform. Like the person for who she is not what you want her to be.
9. Most women are insecure about their body. Choose your words carefully in this topic.
10. If a woman wants something, the chances are that she will repeat it (at least once more). Repetition means 'register that in your head'!
11. I think that it's the THOUGHT that counts when it comes to 'gifts'! The fact that you remembered an important date is good enough. At least that's the case with me!
12. Use humor!!! Spontaneous humor is well appreciated among my species.
13. Show that you care!!!
14. Women are attention seekers. They try to get attention from you and your friends and your neighbors.
15. Women wants security. And they seek it. Even if you think that she is being silly, please don't say so.
16. Women like sensitive men (not those who cry at every sight of a beggar). They like guys who they can relate to.
17. For some reason, a lot of my friends prefer quiet guys. I don't!! He must be laidback though. When a guy is uptight, there is no room for much flexibility!!
18. Did I mention humor sense? Yeah..I'll mention it again!
19. She must have thought so far into the future (with you) than you can imagine!
20. Her day gets a 1000 times better by your presence or your voice!!
21. She WILL talk (if not brag) to her friends about you.
22. Females love surprises.
You see..women are not that difficult to understand. In fact, they let you know what they want, how they want it, where they want, and why they want - in subliminal messages or codes. You just have to have to listen to her when she talks!!!
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