The Road Not Taken

It's not only until AFTER you do something that you realize that you MIGHT have made a big mistake. Sadly, you can't go back in time and rectify those 'mistakes'. Then you are left to wonder how things would have turned out if you hadn't done what you had done.

Questions..questions..questions...

One minute, everything was smooth. The next minute, you are uncertain about even the simplest of things.

"TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth."
- Robert Frost 'The Road Not Taken'

Frost, man...I couldn't have said it better!!

It is when you make life changing decisions that you start questioning every single damn emotions and feelings of yours. Why? Because you don't want to make the same mistake again.

God Help me!

My advice to myself: FOLLOW YOUR HEART

My heart is giving me wrong directions.

No one else seems to be available. So I will just vent here. You guys have always had intelligent retorts to even my not-so-intelligent posts.

Ever since I was young, I wanted to be a doctor (Cliche'..I know! Can't help it.) I'm not sure if I've always worked hard to achieve that goal. But recently, I have been working hard. I guess you can say that it has paid off (I'm still not convinced!). Cutting the long story short, I got into medical school. Now to the difficult part...

I'm not second guessing myself. I'm not sure if I actually will succeed in medical school (given the difficult curriculum). Worse yet, I wonder if I can be a good doctor.

Am I getting cold feet?

Is this something normal??

Normal or not..I hate it!!

Why do women have to complicate everything??

Why can't men stop playing mind-games?

Why in the world did Eve share the damn apple?

Man!

So I just realized that I really could feel more 'low' than dirt!! :|

Ah!!!!